So quiet that I finally woke up, if you're sad then it's time you woke up to.....

Ok. So. You know what I HATE?!

People that leave the person that raised them for the first 20ish years of their life. and by 'leave' I mean stop talking to. ignore. shut out of their lives.

This person was raised by her 'grandmother', but she grew up calling her 'mom' because her mother was a 14 year old, that she grew up with as a 'sister'. sounds screwy? yeah, it was a weird situation. Then, she gets married, and her husband wants her to 'reconnect' with her 'real' mom. so she does. and drops the person that raised her for 20 someodd years.

Her 'grandmother' is now heartbroken. It's been over two years since she has talked to her, and she has no idea what is going on with her, or if she's having children or anything. This person that she put her heart and soul into raising and loving, just left her.

So. Enter: Silver. I am on her fb. purely for the reason of finding out any piece of information I can pass onto her 'grandmother', to give her some peace of mind that her daughter's life is going well, and that she is happy.

This sickens me. I don't know what would possess this person to do this.

I moved out of my parents house when I was 16. I put my family thru hell. I still feel mad guilty about it, altho I am pretty sure that they have forgiven me. I was a stupid teenager that was rebelling, and now my parents are my best friends.

I think this person is being mad selfish. "mad" seems to be my word today. It's not even 0800 yet, and I already have a word of the day. ha.

Last night, I spent like an hour downloading music that I loved growing up/listened to in highschool. Like Tal Bachman's "she's so high" and Vertical Horizon "everything you want" and fastball and stuff like that.

I am lame. I love 90's music tho, what can I say?