Horrified

I am horrified.


After I uploaded my clinical paperwork from my ED experience, my instructor emailed me back my paper with her comments on it, like she normally does. However, I was at school and quickly scrolled down to her comments and didn't look at anything else. She said I was not correlating anything I have learned and I was not showing competency as a student or a future nurse with my paperwork. I was astounded. I asked her about it and she said she was disappointed in it and that I need to redo it. I told her that I did it the best to my ability.

I went to re-do it today, and opened up the copy she had sent back with her comments on it. I was immediately horrified. It was my UNFINISHED copy that I had STARTED THURSDAY! It was not my FINISHED copy that I had finished after COMPLETING my ED experience. No wonder she thought I was a failure. I immediately emailed her the RIGHT one, explained what happened, pondered it some more, and then called her at 1000 on a Saturday morning, to explain again. I could not let her go all weekend thinking I was a failure, after she had gone a full week thinking that. I guess this proves that I need to not wait a week to look thru my paperwork! (or upload the right one the first time!)

Something cool--   "Did you mean to attach files?

You wrote "I am attaching" in your message, but there are no files attached.  Send anyway?"

That is the pop up I got when I tried to send my email to my instructor, after forgetting to attach my correct paperwork. Cool. Google Mail has my back.

I am now going to compulsively check my email every 3 seconds for a response from my instructor.

I am still mortified that she thought that I was THAT incompetent for a full week, and that I had DEFENDED my incompetentness.

sigh.