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You gotta be wise

Listen as your day unfolds, challenge what the future holds, try and keep your head up to the sky. Lovers, they may cause you tears, go ahead release your fears, stand up and be counted, don't be ashamed to cry. You gotta be, You gotta be bad, you gotta be bold, You gotta be wiser, you gotta be hard, You gotta be tough, you gotta be stronger You gotta be cool, you gotta be calm, You gotta stay together

Ronald Reagan

"Abraham Lincoln recognized that we could not survive as a free land when some men could decide that others were not fit to be free and should therefore be slaves. Likewise, we cannot survive as a free nation when some men decide that others are not fit to live and should be abandoned to abortion or infanticide."
~ Ronald Reagan – Abortion and the Conscience of the Nation ~
Anne Geddes

Sunday, July 18, 2010

I used to ride with a vending machine repair man, he said he's been down this road more than twice

So. another rant. Paul called today, and Vin went to the computer, cuz he knows the only time Paul calls is when he needs us to file his unemployment, or something else he needs from us.

He was right. Paul wanted him to do his unemployment, and then he asked if I could make a ppt for Tina's mom. Vin said 'call me tomorrow and we'll do it'. yeah. great. and that was the extent of the conversation. Thanks, Paul, for calling your son every Sunday, for 3 seconds, to ask him to do something that you are to lazy to do yourself, and not even bothering to ask how he is, or your granddaughters or anything. Thanks for making me loathe you.

Once upon a time, Paul and I got a long decently. Once upon a time, he was Gracie's hero. She asked me the other day "Did Papa die, to? I never see him anymore, Just like I can't see Grandma Laurie." No, Gracelyn, Papa just has his head shoved up his ass at the moment. Altho, I just said "No, Papa is really busy with work." Which is a complete lie cuz he doesn't work.

I am NOT going to make a ppt for Tina's mom who is dying (altho I will prolly end up doing it, because Vin will ask me to, and I won't say no and cause a fight with him over something his father is putting on him). I guess he was crying on the phone. Paul has the ppt program, he could do it for this lady that he barely knows. This lady who's daughter Paul has dropped the entire family, to be with.  This Lady whom Paul has taken up drugs with her daughter and let down my husband, as a father. This lady whom I don't know that Vin offered for us to make the ppt for because "My dad is to lazy" as he said. but sure, Paul, go ahead and ask us to do something for you, because you know, you have ALWAYS been there for us when we needed you. ha.

Sigh. I hate ranting about Paul, and I never talk about him with Vin, so I guess my frustration just gets built up because I just don't mention it. Vin is disappointed in his father, but it is his father. He tells me he doesn't have a father and he lost both parents when his mother died, and that pisses me off. When you lose someone important, you are supposed to get closer with the other one left. yeah. ha. When he calls Vin sighs cuz he knows it's only to ask him (us) to do something.

We had a wonderful time kicking the soccer ball around at the park, while waiting for Vin's friends to come and play, then I took the girls on the little playground. Tomorrow starts another week. I need to go thru the girls toys and stuff and get rid of a bunch. They hardly play with anything but the little people, barbies and ponies and stuff.

Heather gets married on Wednesday evening. I am super duper psyched!!!! WOOOOOT.

Friday I am meeting up with Amanda. I am pretty excited about that. I am hoping Wednesday I can go down to Fulton early and see Jami <3

My sauce smells amazing. I am prolly just going to fill up on bread and butter like Laurie and I always did, and then not have enough room for the actual pasta. haha.


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